The pain of having no one to talk to

   Some times it looks like the whole world is against me  It feels like am not important to anyone.  It feels like my opinion doesn't matter.  I just isolate myself 😔.  Thinking that someone will ask about me but it seems everyone  IS  fine without me .I really want something to call me all the time and have my back When m been talked bad about, I wished I had a bestie but oops I Don't IIReally want someone I could tell where it really hurts me with out the fear of being judge 😪😥  I really want friends who think not only about money but emotions and no when am huth without saying a word 😣  But it seems they don't exist ,😖 I smile all the time doesn't mean I don't get hurt but it is because I have no one to share my feeling's with 😥 I endless search but i can not see 

 Hoping one day ilI' find something who truly understand and appreciate me for who I am. When I see people having close relationship with someone I tend to get jealous cause I have none.           Some times I cry all alone cause when I feel down I have no friend to comfort me I may be in a crowd but not identified 

     SOME TIMES I WISHED I HAD A CLOSE FRIEND BUT FORTUNATELY I I DON'T SHARE IG U FEEL D SAME 😑